REMEMBER

A friend of mine said about Habit nulis. It realized me somewhere in my thought, Why should I feel lazy or stuck to write? No way, it is a habit, and a habit surely doesnt need laziness. Yes I should put it on my mind, stick it and dont let it go. This is my habit, and I need to do my habit. There's no laziness no more. I hope.

SHOT OF THOUGHTS

Akhir-akhir ini hujan, senang :)) and I am in the mood for floral. Mendung, dress atau tops motif bunga, long shawl and Elizabeth Arden's Mediteranean pumps my mood :))

I was sitting for hours in EX yesterday. Accompanied with needles,felt,glue,Fira and Tomo, I sew them all in order to create such cute monsters. It was fun you know, to have your private sewing time in public area even though you couldn't sell any of your handcrafted  monster to people. Yes, I handcrafted monster dolls and some pretty bangle. I do hope people will like it :))

And I was sour sally-ing with Tomo sambil chit chat ngalor ngidul. I love Tomo very much and I love our time together. He told me to be more patient toward the selling of my monster dolls :))

it's better to handcrafted monsters than to stand all day long and do nothing but gazing at people. I am talking about EX's security now; he stands all day long near the escalator and do nothing. Haha he do something actually, but he seems like do nothing at all.

I was munching my Kaya toast when I noticed the man. He was a gentleman from sole to crown, clean favored and imperially slim (Richard Cory)-yes I recalled that phrase on my mind when I saw the man. He's so Richard Cory alike, in my sight. When I munched my toast, he just stood there and gazed at people. When I sipped my tea, he stood there, still gazed at people. When I read my book, he's still there, gazed people. I wonder what's on his mind when he stood there all day long. Even when I finished my sewing time, he was still there. A very royal man, the real gentleman. He has such a big commitment to his job, and I wish I had such commitment.

I want to buy blush on tapi kemarin out of stock huh, Lomo, GAP black skinny, Crocs malindi, and ETCETERA. Argh banyak maunya, tapi have no money yet..semoga bulan depan kebeli semuanya, amin! SEMUANYA at the same time haha will be a very good treat for me.

Akhir-akhr ini males-malesan. Eh tapi nggak belajar itu hitungannya males ga sih? I did many thing but belajar. Haha mean males belajar, feel so guilty.

Sebel sama seseorang darisalah satu lembaga zakat!!! MENYEBALKAN. 

THE CITY OF ANGEL

MAGGIE AND SETH PLATE
'How does it feel?'
'Warm'
'Dont worry, we fit together.
We made to fit together'

SAMANTHA NEWLY

Flirty Andrea

How I love Andrea Belladona :)
Jennifer Esposito acts very good!!
*How I want to have her accent, yeah!

Intan laughed when I tried to imitate her accent :
Me : He wont lie to me..I talk with him everyday and I dine with him everynight..

Gahahaha. How I wish Samantha Who diperpanjang dan ga abis2! I do looooveee that serials more than anything :)

the weather remote

It's been a long time since my last post, I guess :P
I'm trying to cope with the mood in writing, oh my goodness, it sure like a rollercoaster, up and down, even sometimes stuck in the rail (kayak Final Destination gitu).
*How I wish to have a mood controller.
and also a weather controller!
so I could manage the weather the way I want. Shut the sun, kill the rain, and everyday will be cloudy day.
How I love cloudy day :)
BY THE WAY
today is very HOT
and traffic jam is everywhere!!
it took 30 minutes by bus from Al-Azhar to Ratu Plaza, oh my god, I wanted to cry in 19 because the temperature was so hot, and the bus was stuck :'(
I was ngambek secretly like a baby, dan heboh kipas-kipas sampe mas-mas disebelah gue ketiduran. Keenakan kali ya kena angin kipas dari kipas gue. Alhamdulilah deh bikin orang nyaman, kan dapet pahala :D
Kata orang, dari setiap kejadian ada hikmahnya. This is the most cliche words I've ever heard but this is also what I love the most. I recall this phrase in my brain almost everytime; so whenever I got stuck or have plenty bucks, starving or full etc I always try to 'find' something hidden beneath the situation, so I wont get too stuck, or too happy, or too full, or too sad. But I'd like to be TOO RICH, though. Amen.

actually I have many things to tell, and to write!! the stuck moment is gone haha dan semoga akan hilang selamanya! MY MUSE is very KIND Lately :)
I have to do my assignment by now, so bye bye now!

I LIKE GIANTS. ESPECIALLY GIRL GIANTS

When I go for a drive I like to pull off to the side
Of the road, turn out the lights, get out and look up at the sky
And I do this to remind me that I'm really, really tiny
In the grand scheme of things and sometimes this terrifies me

But it's only really scary cause it makes me feel serene
In a way I never thought I'd be because I've never been
So grounded, and so humbled, and so one with everything
I am grounded, I am humbled, I am one with everything

Rock and roll is fun but if you ever hear someone
Say you are huge, look at the moon, look at the stars, look at the sun
Look at the ocean and the desert and the mountains and the sky
Say I am just a speck of dust inside a giant's eye

I am just a speck of dust inside a giant's eye

Thank you Kimya Dawson!