the weeping rain

the rain is weeping outside my door, and I decide to skip class today :P a lil bit worry about my absent, but what can I do? the weeping rain wet the earth, and it can wet my shoe, too. I stay at home and do some assignment. Suddenly Yangtek and Yangom dropped by and we chit chat over everything. My lil house feels much warmer now and I feel content. They plan to celebrate Yangkung and Babe's birthday altogether on January. We will have small bakar-bakaran party, Yangkung and Babe love to eat grill fish and kangkung plecing. Do you guys love kangkung plecing? it is from Lombok, and very delicious :)

The weeping rain makes my tummy weeps. I want to have these foods inside my mouth:

1. Apple Pie
   
2. Astor
   
3. Salmon sushi
   
4. Carbonara Spaghetti
   
5. Udang goreng

it can make my tummy more mbul hehe as mbul as tomo's tummy :P I miss tomo very much by the way, it's been a long time since our last meeting. Cant wait for the next saturday, we're going to stroll along Menteng and have never ending talk! hope the rain wont weep at that time, i hope.

Rain, please dont weep on Saturday,

or else you will ruin my day!

Thanks God I am Confuse

I spent my Sunday morning up in Busway. Intan, Santhy, Kak Ica , Anita and I, went to Ms Free's castle in Cempaka Putih. Jauh banget, namun we had some books from her private library, and those books will light our way in doing our thesis :)
I am doing my research about The Picture of Dorian Gray by Oscar Wilde, at first I think it would be easy to review my fave book but confusing strikes me over and over again until now hehe
My lecturer said my thesis will be a little bit philosophical and she said it is okay to continue. I dont know how to write my thesis, seems like each word need to be synchronize with the whole pages and I am confuse. Thanks God I am confuse. It means my brain is working.LOL.
and I am working on my thesis now while Oren Lavie sings in my ear. Oren Lavie is very cool, very much cool! He was the one who sang for Narnia's soundtrack.

and I listen to his song over and over again today, his songs made my day :)
dan yang paling kerennya lagi adalah dia juga seorang sutradara teater! sutradara teater yang jadi penyanyi? very cool and rare. I am starting to love Oren, and also Lily Allen haha. Terlambat banget ya baru suka Lily Allen sekarang? well, it is better be late than nothing :P
and it is better for me to go now because my assignment is calling, he misses me!
Bye now
*with Oren in my ear, haha.

Mood Update

Reading: the Unbearable Lightness of Being
Listening: Owl City
Currently: Thinking
Watching: The Ugly Truth
Noshing: snack gratisan dari seminar
Lusting: ankle boot, brogue
Feeling: so-so
Wanting: MY BOYFIE

This is DEAR VIENNA by OWL CITY. They are COOL :))

I regarded the world as such a sad sight
Until I viewed it in black and white
Then I reviewed every frame and basic shape
And sealed the exits with caution tape
Don’t refocus your eyes in the darkness
And don’t remember this place unless
I describe all the things that you cannot see
And we’ll unravel the mystery

Farewell, all my friends in textbooks, I’m going home
Cuz my blood cells cannot depend on the weather in photographs
There’s a light show out my window somewhere way up there
Dear Vienna, are you singing?
Dear Vienna, are you swinging?
Dear Vienna, we were happy like the shades of May when we got carried away

I was so far out of place
Watching those stars in outer space

nothing happen

it ensures me that nothing happen lately.
it is flat.
super flat.
deadly bored, i can say.
you know,
ive done my trial for two weeks,
and the result isnt surprising at all.
AT ALL.
I know that nothing will happen.
and I want something to happen.

and I dont know. Just get me away from here I'm dying (BelleandSebastian)

Click. Click.

Reading: the Picture of Dorian Gray 
Listening: the ticking clocks 
Currently: males-malesan 
Watching: yoga body and mind 
Noshing: cookie
Lusting: ankle boot 
Feeling: so-so 
Wanting: more holiday, health

Lets Get Out of This Country

Amazing. Just heard from my Bude that she just got back from SF. Imagine! SF city disco wow wow! she had a week in LA and SF and it was amazing she said. Can you imagine, guys? SF the city of wind, she had stepped her feet there and I am amazed :)

She told me this and that, the details, and I am amazed. I really need to go abroad, I think. Cant stand any longer stay in this city (woooo sombong!!) tapi mengingat the details yang Bude ceritain, disana mataharinya pelit, ga ada debu, ga mandi 3 hari ga bau, windy etcetera seems like the real utopia for me! How I hate sun and dust which are Jakarta's best friends. Haha! take me abroad dong dong, anyone!

Sure. I am speaking in the name of seriousness. Seriously, I need to go abroad. 

My Utopias are:

1. Vienna

2. UK

3. Italy

4. Somewhere in Fiji island

5. Anywhere but Indonesia and war countries

the Hadza

Yeay, just finished reading the December edition of NGM :) and I do love the article of Hadza tribe in Tanzania. Martin Schoeller put some of his beautiful close-up shots on the page and he told us such amazing story about his living with the Hadza. I like the baboon hunting part. The Hadza eats baboon, and a man must kill at least 5 baboons before he can get married. Interesting, isn't it? and the Hadza has such beautiful names for the people; Nija, Onwas, Mahiya, Ngaola, Mille, Giga etcetera. I'd love to have such name for my children hehe Nija or Mahiya, sounds edgy and rare, very pretty :))

and I can say, the most interesting part from the Hadza tribe is they dont feel sad at all. Schoeller wrote that when someone's dead, the Hadza just put their corpse on the hole, or let it decayed and eat by the beast. The Hadza show no grievances, and I am amazed. Is it true that sadness and grievances came from the convention? If there is no such convention, there will be no sadness. Can we avoid sadness like the Hadza? Is it important to feel sad? Tell me your opinion, guys :)

By the way, I am going to cut my hair by now! It is getting longer and I feel gerah banget hehe semoga dapet kapster yang baik hari ini yeah. Bye bye now!