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Fine words! I wonder where you stole 'em
Jonathan Swift

I know you stole it from me,
that makes you a copy cat,
forever copy cat
in my eyes.
I don't know you,
you don't know me
(maybe you know a bit about me)
do not try to make a mess with me
Please respect my authority,
thank you :D

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Happy reading

best regards,



Help me count the days

Your face seals my eyelid, 

I barely cannot sleep!

To the ceiling I glance

Think how much I miss you these days

Hope God will answer my prays


There's no day except Saturday!

(Tomo, if Monday is your day, then Saturday is our day)

I love you.


the Picture of Picture

I am so excited to write my thesis lately! My whole mind is ready to analyze and re-analyze those cycles :9 I will keep my oath; I will do my thesis IMMEDIATELY, soon after I finish my book. The deadline is in front of my nose so I have to do it quickly. To me, the translating job is a kind of heart-head sync work. You need to synchronize your  heart and your head and vice versa in order to re-write the sentences. Sometimes you find it hard to find the exact words, sometimes you find it very easy to re-write. It all goes up and down, depends on your  heart-head condition. Well, I agree with my own previous quote: To go with the spinning of the world, all you need is a well build head :P and I'll put additional word to complete the quote which is heart. To go with the spinning of the world all you need is a well build head-and a heart. Well, it is crap, I am not good in writing the quotes lol.

But I do hope that I'll be good in writing  my thesis :D The title of my thesis will be

The Manifestation of Modern Aestheticism and Art for Art's Sake

in Oscar Wilde's The Picture of Dorian Gray

Woohooo! isn't it long? and yes yes I am doing the research of Dorian Gray. The first time my supervisor asked me WHY I choose Dorian Gray, I answered her bluntly. I said: because I love Wilde. And she laughed. I didn't like Wilde much at that time, and I was kinda confuse which one I have to choose; is it better Poe or Wilde? Adriel told me that I'd better choose Wilde because Kak Caca (my senior) has done a thesis about Poe. Then I agree with him, I'll do Wilde and his Dorian Gray. I began to love the story, and I began to love Wilde more. I read his works, I quoted his quotes etc then an old memory struck my mind. Years ago (circa 5 or 6 years ago), when I was in high school and have no idea at all about English Literature, a friend of mine, Adit, told me that he read such a cool book. He told me the story, and he said he use dictionary for the whole pages to read the book (since he didnt understand english at  that time). He loves the story very much, more than you can imagine. He loves it, I know. He loves The Picture of Dorian Gray by Oscar Wilde (he said Wilde not Wild, lol). And I do sure know, more than anything, that Dorian Gray is my path. Yes yes, it is not a coincidence; I have to write my thesis! I do believe that it'll lead me into a bigger picture which I dont know yet. I know, I will get something :D

Well, hehehe, it is a long post, I guess! I just want to share my thought, I kinda lonely now. Mum is in hospital and Dad goes to Bali to work. I want my mum here, I wish her a good health! It is her 6th chemotherapy (which is the last chemo), and I do pray for her health :D


The Swan Lover

They will pop Bandung and Jogja, oh my oh my :DD

Come, sing along together: 

I'll stick with him and keep  my nose, CLEAN! 


Lazy Sun Bather

Hola peeps, me back again here after the "long" recovery from my headache. Yes yes I've had a terrible headache for 3 days and mum told me to stay away from lappie and those electronic stuffs :'( 

Well these are the causes of my sudden illness:

  1. Sit in front of lappie more than 10 hours/day without significant break
  2. Rarely drink fresh water (I always drink honey, isn't it the same?)
  3. Stay inside home and never go out to enjoy sun ray (I remember Joanna Newsom when typed sun ray here, she's cool  by the way :P )

The last number three is the silliest of all. Silly but true. I've never had sun ray touched my skin since last January. I went out when the sun off from the sky or had my body covered with thick sweater plus umbrella. I don't know, I just hate the sun. How can we enjoy the sun ray when it heat burns our skin? Mum and Tomo told me to do sunbathing every morning, and I do it half-heartedly. I don't like sunbathing, I am the lazy sun bather (Morrissey) gahaha, it was my friendster's nick name :P They said that my skin is white and pale. Think I  need some kind of face moisturizer that can make my face brighter. 

Well off to bed bye now! I'm going to post an award by Titaz 2mos yay :D thanks for the award, dear :)

Oh yeay, this is my mood update:
Reading: NGM
Me dad's laughing
fried mushroom


a small pray

To Mr-Very-Nice-and-Kind behind a small hut in Salemba 

To Mr-Very-Nice-and-Kind behind the steering wheel of PX Taxi 

To Mr-Very-Nice-and-Kind who refused our money 

To Mas Parjo and Mas Jangkung the loyalest tukang ojek ever

To Mbak Yat my loyal house-keeper

Ya Allah, please grant their wishes. They are good people and you know that they're helping me in my hard times. I cannot imagine what will I be without them around me. Alhamdulilah :)

I do want to cry when I remember all their kindness to me. I am 'the other' for them but they are very kind. It is true that 'the other' are helping us to define who we are.