28/12/10

and I am waiting to be like HER!

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Life is Waiting

Yes it is. And now I am waiting for my future.
I am waiting to realize my dreams.
I am waiting for the cake I'll bake in the future; I am waiting for the icing sugar I'll make.
I am waiting for the fashion items I'll buy in the future.
I am waiting for the books I'll read later.
I am waiting for the RIGHT time to realize all my passions.

it doesn't mean that i am just WAITING.
Waiting is boring like you know but there are many things we can do while we wait.
Yes, I am waiting (but I don't STOP).

I Describe What I Imagine (Just Like Him)

You speak of Lord Byron and me;
there is this great difference between us.
He describes what he sees,
I describe what I imagine.
Mine is the hardest task.


John Keats

That is why I love Keats more.
and I am sorry for neglecting this blog (again) for a long while.
I will continue my 12th day soon.

06/12/10

Day #11

Jasmerah

kata Ayah
aku lahir dari
kukusan nasi
yang dibalik
lalu tumpah

sudahkah aku
tanak betul?

kata Ayah
aku sudah tidak
betah
aku gerah
tinggal di dalam
kukusan nasi
lalu
aku ditumpahkan

ditumpahkan
ke bumi
untuk mengisi
kukusan nasi
milikku sendiri
yang kubawa-bawa
sampai aku mati nanti

siapa yang mau
mengisi
kukusan nasi ini?



terinspirasi dari Opera Jawa; Tusuk Konde-nya mas Garin

05/12/10

Day #10

ada yang bergerak gerak
berenang timbul tenggelam
di dalam sungai merah jambu
bernama kalbu

terkadang terasa
nikmat
terkadang terasa
menyayat
sampai ingin
kukutuki dengan
laknat

ya!
kamu yang berenang-
renang disini,
di dalam sini

ya!
kamu yang selalu memberiku
kenikmatan pekat

dan ya,
kamu yang terkadang
menyayat-nyayat
sampai aku
sekarat

ada yang bergerak gerak
berenang timbul tenggelam
di dalam sungai merah jambu
bernama kalbu

ya, itu kamu
ayo terus berenang
sungaiku masih panjang



03/12/10

Day #9

Salatiga

nenek di tepi jurang
rukuh
dan menyembah
bulir-bulir embun
di batang rumput

kayu bakar
memeluknya

ia bangun,
meminum bulir embun
ia mulai turun
menyusuri lembah
dan jalan berbatu
diiringi angin dingin
gunung Merbabu

02/12/10

It is COLD, let's PLAY outside


Coldplay's new single entitled Christmas Lights is officially launched today!
Yeay such a great great news since I love Coldplay since forever, yes I love them like really really really +1000 love them!
Can't wait for their 5th album and I do really hope they will come to Jakarta, Om Adrie please help me, I am dying to see them LIVE!

I cannot stop listen to Christmas Lights. I've played it like 20 times today LOL
The music video is super brilliant, really, and they play such good tunes! Cant say more.
By the end of the video, you can spot a phrase in Latin saying CREDO ELVEM ETIAM VIVERE means I do believe Elvis is alive. My question is: who is Elvis?
Is it Elvis Presley? LOL skip that.

*Is it really Elvis? Maybe it supposes to be Elves

01/12/10

Day #8

Bederap-derap
langkah yang berat
Ah, kakanda pulang
dari ladang

Sini biar kukecup tanganmu
Biar kuciumi jemarimu
Biar saja, aku suka
bau tanah yang melekat
di kulitmu

Sini biar kubawakan cangkulmu
Masuklah
Kubantu basuh tanganmu, ya?
Lihat
ada nasi hangat
dan ikan asap siap disantap
Tidak,
jangan minta aku menyuapimu
aku lebih suka
bermain-main di kakimu
menghilangkan penat
tungkai dan betismu

Tidak, aku tidak ikut makan
aku sudah kenyang
memandangimu
melahap nasi hangat
dan ikan asap

Enak?

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Berderit-derit
dipan kayu
menjerit-jerit
Aku disini
tidak lari terbirit-birit

Kakanda mengerang
aku ikut bergoyang
Kakanda melayang
aku pun senang